i am unremarkable, medium, average, (sometimes plus plus)
I heard about and graze a lot of different things but i'm not really good at anything,
I don't even have a job, i'm useless for society,
I'm definitely not pretty but i'm also not necessarily ugly in the way that i keep myself healthy,
I'm not talented in any way but i'm curious and kind,
(I got sometimes that line "you're a good person", and that's it, nothing more, nothing less, nothing else, nothing exciting, how random, how prosaic!)
I can tell that i think outside the spiral, i'm like a free electron, fast and fragile, in its own space,
Never really attached to any group, my mind isn't gregarious, to support that belief that i can only trust myself alone, others will always be conjectures and question marks,
I feel an inner peace to be able to describe and assemble what would be my ideal world, the basic rules, in which i will act how i feel good to act with the absolute certainty that it's right for all and everyone (but without expecting it),
In my mind i can be unknown, unoticeable, unloved, like it is, and finally that state is an equilibrium,
it is even and stable, there's a peace to accept that,
to live with no need and to smile alone.
And at the same time to be open for humanity and the worlds to collapse over me.
Because no thing, no people, no object, no job, no art, no matter, wood, metal, flesh, paint, juice, blood, gold, no word, ink, paper, mail, song, book, no plant, no tree, no cloud, no air, no tatoo, no garment, no concept, no emotion, no move, no kiss, Lalalala, is more important than Being and respect Being in the simplest, Nothing!
