You want to know what i perceive when you say to us every week end :

"Cette semaine on s'est fait dépouiller au magazin."("This week at the store we were stripped bare."), with that verve in your voice, like it's almost grudge.

I want to say, this is part of the job, you work in a video game store, people come and go buying video games, some days there's not so many, some other days it's an endless rush, if you can't bear it then don't do that job, if you are affraid of people, if you are affraid to smile, just change it.
I understand you want to be reassured, that someone says : "Poor you, but you are doing an amazing job.", because it's difficult for you, talking to people, going before them to give them informations or inquire for what they are searching for, i know you, i know your self trust, your self esteem is low and easy to trigger, it's a challenge because you doubt yourself, and you fear that someone could jump on your case if you don't act or don't look like the customer wants, sometimes they are violent, but there's nothing i can do, you act for yourself, again if you can't bear it just don't do it, go away, it's not my choice, if it's such a distress for you, i can't pity you, but sure man, sure, i'm impressed, i am, you go there, and you're holding on, you do the job and it's lasting, you take the blow, you get out the rush, it comes and goes and you're alive, everyday, so in that sense it's a victory, you're a victor everyday, but that's for you to take it, i'm not in your shoes, be positive, be grateful that you are strong and living every day.

You want something out of me that i can't give, unconsciously, you must take responsibility, i will be there, i'll continue to meet you whatever the choice, whatever you do.