Parade

You shouldn't say that you feel for others, or through others, which is really close, when you are with me, you understand that it can be painful because i feel for you, so you can feel for others if you want but don't say it to me. What i say mainly in my sharings is that i relate to the emotions, so i see myself in this or that characters, but you on the contrary really feel for and through the characters, so it's like you were constantly cheating on the people who feel for you, only it's in imagination. (it's like we were on the street and i say "oh see that girl over there i love her she makes me feel, oh see that other girl her, she makes me feel for her", see it's not physical, it's feelings and imagination but, won't that be painful for you?, if not, then, i could think you just don't care, you don't feel for me), if you want to feel for many people that's ok i can't control you, but just don't parade on my sight, do you understand that reasoning? am i wrong?. finally that's how you are you feel for and through a lot of people and characters, you feel desire about and through them. I'm just trying to understand and accept you because i don't want to lose you, i want to keep in touch without suffering.
Is it illogical of me to think that we have a lot in common, a lot to share? that we should be, at least, at least, for the minimum, part of the same group of friends?