inconsistent

What is stange is that you think, feel like that, but you say you are a private person, it seems a bit contradictory, well i guess it's just you want to give your all to one person at a time, but change often, maybe you get attached too easily too, and then you fear to feel trapped so you stay away from people and keep yours all your fantasies. do you think it's bad to get attached? do you think it's bad to love someone?