i don't want any of those choices, i already know what i want

It's always about sex, will someone teach me what's so wonderful about sex.
They are so eager to rub on each others, then when sex is good people start to want more, i think i act the other way round, when intellectual complicity is good i begin to want more of the person, but obviously it's easier to feel good through sex, while it's difficult to find someone you match with intellectually, so i end up searching for absolute, for unicity, for exclusivity and live like a perfect puritan without any sex life and hardly no social life. Does that make me a saint or a freak; that makes me frustrated for sure because no one satisfies me here, so hence i change my principles, my way to think and become more of a libertine, taking and fucking with the average that wants of me or i do all i can to find the perfect match which will be more like accepting that no one is perfect and just give my all to one person who can give me back and form the very common couple, accepting what i have even if it's not the best because the quest for the best can make me wait and waste my life away.