Some banalities too often forgotten

Our communications depend greatly of our mood which depends greatly on our state of fatigue and the energy we have, on a day we have peaks and pits like the swell, we can share the better communications during those peaks, we have imagination and ardour, the informations in the brain flow faster and the access to memory is optimum, i think those apogees occur mainly a while after eating and after resting the time the body adapt itself to the new components, food and sleep, then the pits are mainly before eating and evidently before resting.
Everyone can have a different rhythm though people who work should have the same; for my part i'm delayed and if i don't do a nap the afternoon i can feel tired, my peaks those days are mainly in the evening and at the begining of the night where i have energy and often the desir to move, i feel generally low in the middle of the day. The ideal moment for sharing can be when two persons are in peaks though humans are adaptable eh eh, we don't have to seek for perfect moments like a character of a book by jean paul Sartre : "la nausée", or we could end never sharing and being completely frustrated, we must know if we want to share, if we have enough energy to adapt, we chose with whom we want to speak, no pressure just probing oneself and act as we want, respectfully.

(Olia last time we spoke i was in a pit and i used my reserve of energy to be aware and stay connected with you, i noticed clearly the difference in the speed of my thoughts comparing to this evening, i chose to stay with you and i don't regret it, the only hitch is that i couldn't share with you all my passion though i think we had a very good talk way above all i know usually, but we could do better, remember you can knock at my door anytime, i'll do everything i can for you, willingly, with avoiding to be a burden; i prefer reassure you with my entire thoughts because i don't want you to culpabilize, i know you're kind and want the well being of others, but eh you can think about yourself, people should watch on them, do what you want.)