Every one of us (instant thinking)

I've got things to do, why am i so stuck in one emotion, i just want to be myself, i've got dreams and i know what to do to reach them, step by step, some knowledge are convictions now, some abilities are acquired, i learn, i grow, and i want to thrive, just say what you have to say and do what you love to do, let the people who can't find a place in your perception behind, burdens are made to be thrown away, roll them up, crumple them in a decent perfect circle, and flip them on your wake, forget and forgive, accept your memories but don't spin those thoughts in your mind, go ahead boy, i'm not a wreck yet, i have visions, i have dreams i want to live, my evolution thread through experiences, don't bend away, don't overload your shoulders, stay true, faithful to your beloved needs, walk forward, be creative but don't force yourself and don't force others, use the system, those who have their place in you will show up soon, others will just buzz around, trying to sting you or cut pieces of your wit, others will only display you their heels as they turn away to follow a path you don't belong, don't let your fears, your insecurities, your doubts bringing you down, don't let others making you think that you don't deserve what you love, go for it boy, chin up and proud eyes, straight as the horizon, the connivance between your mind and fingers should haul you toward the quietude you longed for. Hope isn't a gift, hope is in every one of us.

I don't care what you think, i love you my dreams.

(mayonnaise is a perfect title to go with that writing, to go with my mood, my steady mood, i feel i'm flying and see all my goals clear, i let those who don't want to hold my hand behind, goodbye world, me and my loneliness have greater sky to float on)