vendredi 9 octobre 2009

Getaway

"stay away"
"stay in your cage"
"they don't like you"
"they can't love you"
"you're shivering"
"you're watching low"
"all is different"
"all is hostile"
"no salvation"
"no coming back"
"you can try to have talent"
"you can try to polish your image"
"you've lost one half"
"they laugh at you"
"you're too dumb and kind"
"leave your skin"
"cease to think"
"no one wants you"
"you skip opportunities"
"you're not worthy enough"
"you are missing fangs"
"break your bones"
"sweep your daydreaming"
"run to your end"
"forget yourself"
"you're a useless bum"
"the cloud above your head frigthens people"
"you'll never get what you want"
"you have nothing to give"
"you are hideous"
"obliterate yourself"
"drown your mind in noises"
"how can you live like that"
"don't search"
"hope is dead"
"you're sick"
"...and abnormal"
"kill yourself"
"erase all you know"
"there's no point"
"there is no one"
"you'll never have the guts"
...

i know what it's like to be high, each time i go out i suffer, i can cope till the end, but i don't want to lose time, i'm fine, i always lived on the edge, i kept my wings safe but i feel the burning breath of what will be my exit. i love you world.

2 commentaires:

  1. have people said all these horrible things to you?!
    this saddens me greatly
    ...
    why do good people have to suffer?

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  2. i fear these people inhabit my mind...

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