School

I'm walking the floors of a dormitory accompanied with a friend. We are on the area of a big university, visiting another friend who enrolled one week ago. He's not in his room upstairs, male students are watching at us inquiringly on our path, i'm ok because i have that goal to find my friend but it's like i'm out of place, like i have no pants on, i'm not a student. On our way down we meet him at last. He seems very happy and smiling a mile. The three of us we decide to go outside and he starts telling us how it is here. He says he just met two girls and get to an intimate level with them, but that he coudn't "get hard", (i know he is [was] a shy person, so i'm thinking in myself that he will need some time to get used to the promiscuous way of that place), he seems so happy, like he found his dream place, and already imagining all the easy pleasure to take ahead, no more pain, just experiencing all that he wants. We finally sat on the yard right outside the building, my friend is still speaking with enthusiasm and showing us that there is a part of the yard where students meet freely, anybody with anybody, whoever wants, to have open sexual intercourses on the lawn. In front of us, right in front of the building, many naked people are calmly touching and holding each others, you pick a partner, you pick a patch of grass and that's it, you do whatever you want, no restraint, accepted open lecherous intimacy. It's normal here, it's the way.
Dusk is coming, it's late, so we are all heading, in a pack, toward the dining room on the first floor. Everyone is so calm and smiling. We bump into two girls. My friend recognizes them, they are the two from the afternoon. They start talking warmly, easily. My other friend is following them as they sat on a stone bench. I stay behind, observing, distancing myself, still without judging. Everyone is so natural and not making me feel like i'm an outsider, i'm mainly ignored, and my mind is not set on taking part in any action. This naturally the two girls practice a fellatio on my two friends, heartily, meticulously. Some people around still engaged in sharing affection, smiling casually, respectfully, it's all natural here.  My second friend, outsider like me, begins to have that smile too, he's enjoying the freedom of the place.
Finally everyone is inside, except us, and we see workers and teachers carrying in many large somptuous plates with a lot of seemingly delicious and sophisticated food, in a row, smiling cordially, they are going down the light slope, cheering at us while they go to come inside to eat, to enjoy all the great pleasures.
My two friends follow them to disapear through the main door. I start to feel naked again, until then i was calm, observing the attitudes plainly. I stay behind, almost everyone has entered the heavily lighted building, and the last carriers ask me fondly to follow them inside, to let myself enjoy the many pleasures, and all seems so easy indeed. Politely, nodding my head, i wave off the invitation and soon i'm the only one under the wide night sky, sitting on the small wall marking the east boundary of the yard.