If you say "i love" too easily, like a momentum to the outside, toward someone that isn't me, i could feel a pinch in my heart (because i know you feel so strongly), i don't disclose this for you to change your behaviors, your words or what you feel, those are your rights, i'm just letting you know how my mind and body lead me to be hurt quickly, i take it so fast against myself and every display toward what is not me makes me feel betrayed, that is also a defect of my development, can i change that to feel better in my skin and trust people too, i wish i can, i wish there's a way.
Tell me if ever i hurt you by what i say or do.
I told you, the recent time we spoke on msn, I've never said those words before because I do feel so strongly and I can only say when I truly feel them...and I feel them for you. I feel I can express to you freely, because I feel you understand me and accept me as I am and those words are not to force you to tie me to myself or me to feel suffocated with what you might say or do in return...because I feel I can be myself with you, I can tell you how I feel. That makes me feel so happy. You do.
RépondreSupprimerLet's be direct and tell how we always.
I wrote so quickly my immediate thoughts, I meant to write, to tie "you"
RépondreSupprimerand Let's be direct and tell how we feel.