Freaky

I think i've got a problem! To feel anything for a woman i need her to say she's attracted to me.

I'm not directed at a body; a body, any body does the same job, any body has the same features, women are made the same, and men too, the body isn't what makes us unique, we are interchangeable, i think i fall in love with a mind, a personality, if i knew what to do with a body i would be able to take the pleasure out of it, and i would take it from any body, if i knew how to feel that mindless carnal joy i would wander like a bee from flower to flower sucking out all the liquorous pleasure i can take;
Can i be awaken, unleashed.
Is that a woe, is that. What is, what i could be or what i am.




What i am makes me feel inferior and abused.
What i could be is a despicable sex tyrant.

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