Skin Thin

"Now that you've grown up
You can finally learn to be a child"

---An emotive kid, always taking everything too seriously, no place for games, innocence and carelessness, every little words pondered, reflected, assimilated, always hurt for the curse of not knowing how to detach himself, not knowing to just taking it easy, just taking it and leave, leave the rest to rot----

"But the day seems so long"

--- when you have nothing to do, no rules, no strict routines, no friends available, and mostly the person who understands you the most isn't close----

"Blood again
It's all I can do to hold on"

---Wallowing in self pity, learning to enjoy the sadness, yeah it's all i can do to pass the days, tame the pain of being lonely, with one obsession in my mind, one dream, one utopia, watching my doom like sand falling through my fingers and trying to catch it again and again and again ,"you idiot kid"---

"Always knew if (i) didn't have (the) other
(i)'d have nothing at all"

---When in love all is transposed to the other, nothing is left of me, if the person disapears i'm empty, that's how i love, that's extreme, that's unique, i don't know how to share myself, i don't cut myself in pieces, it's all for one, that's how i love---

"But you were always brave enough
To live like you can never fall"

---Others are strong enough to stand back again because they keep themselves for themselves, nothing can be stolen or so few, a tv, a car or a pet, i own nothing except myself when i'm alone and free, when i gave myself away there's no way i can be brave enough to build back from nothingness, you can go on, i envy you---

"Good friends behind me
But ghosts up ahead for miles and miles"

---an emotional person will drag along ghosts in fluries, more than his share to torment him every day, please, true love, make me forget, make me blind, make me happy as a fool---