mercredi 16 décembre 2009

Call

I don't need no humans in my life, they always expect something from me, they try to change me knowingly, they change me, i don't need no friends, they are unable to act for themselves, to think for themselves, they impose and tackle, let me do what i want, i should use people, like they all do, i don't need no girlfriend, recalling me that i'm a freak, sawing my arm, my palm delicately laid on her cheek, while whispering me a lullaby, all naive i am; people ask me to be their kickstand, it's how it works actually, everybody search for a support, for the ones who materially help to take decisions, i don't want to choose for others, i've enough of my own turmoils, i don't want to be a kickstand, i'm in search of the absolute desinterestedness, i give myself with no expectations, just because i'm sure, i chose it, i share freely, but humans are fearful and all their life they search for reassurance, whatever the means, egoistically, all for themselves, they search, find, use and leave, i want to say get off my back fuckers, shear your own way, i sense you only want to strip me from my core, now i have nothing to give, people don't come to me because i have no possesions they could hog from me, my kindness becomes a myth, i accept then i withdraw, leaving you in despair, i want near me only one type of persons, those who know who they are, ready to share everything, those no one can despoil, fragile but sure of their needs, ask me anything, for them, for those who expect nothing from me, those who accept without my consent that i am vital in their life, blindly i'll give everything. Give me unconditional-ism.

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