I'm so scared of myself that I can't be around anyone and no woman can touch me; when, according to my perception, there will be no hope anymore of being loved by myself and others , then it will be time to "go".
If I am self-centered and that I cruelly lack of self-confidence, is it antithetical?!
(Are these series of pictures a process of reassurance for me?!)
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RépondreSupprimerArgh, sorry I wanted to correct a grammatical error in my previous response.
RépondreSupprimerYou said before that you found rebellion with keeping your hair long and having a look that others disagreed with. What I see is someone who has absolutely nothing ugly about him, someone who can be loved. I wonder if your mind refuse to see that because you are used to this functioning: negative feedback from others about their distaste for your physical looks...so now when others like what they see you refuse to believe because it would corrupt your goal of being anticonformist. This pain helps you stay isolated.