Self Salvation

I don't want to be human anymore, i'm not like them, i can't feel used any longer, i can't thrive in the ditches they trace, i have enough of walking in the mud, growing my black wings to warn them, always explaining what's in their own heads, thinking for two, for three, and suffer their numb glances, all the sick reasoning leading them on their joyful tracks, i'm the freak they point their finger at while i'm roaming in the beautiful wild and they are on a tour guided by their egoistical appetite, showing their polished teeth like a business card, all of you fearing the burst of an incandescent mind, i don't need not one of you, i'm changing state, here is my elevation, i give myself the right to be out, free of your vicious tortures, i don't confront you anymore, i let you blindly tumble over the cliff, enjoying your fall, breaking one by one your fingers fatten up with playful medicine, tonight i vent all the hate i breathed, i give it back, i'm not a part of your circus anymore, after this last onslaught i'm different, i won't seek your regards, you end your existences and not the contrary, i chose to kill you in my attitudes than to kill me, your stingy hands already hollowed me of my humanity because you made humanity, all of you, the masses, the majority, you chose a sight for these insatiable grasshopers to follow, well i can't be part of your insensitive scheme, i'll choose for myself, i deny you, i let you bang your thick skulls, stabbing each others cheerfully, i won't regret you, i'll find my needs in the spiritual of my own paradigm, i will create my happiness.

(you write about being whole with someone and i describe my withdrawal of humanity and the search for the inner bliss, i thought it was funny to mention this opposition, those are themes of The Fountain)