jeudi 26 novembre 2009

Blame me for what i am, A misfit, A twisted thinker!

"Your honesty is unpleasant!", i read the bright red letters, almost jumping at my face; This followed her call, she put me in a situation in which i felt nothing, no emotions, no shivering, no thoughts to share, no opinions required : "Hello! I call to tell you that we came back home quickly and safe!", does someone know how to reply to this sort of plain assertion, can this be pondered, or am i completely misfitted for a majority of social situations, like the intro phrase : "Hello! The weather is nice today!", or i recall my aunt saying when i was a kid : "Oh! You grow up so quickly, you're so tall now!", or when someone says : "My leg hurts today" or my hand, or my back, or my feet,... i'm not a fucking chiropractor and they know it!, what do they want from me, if it's some kind of code, i don't get it at all, if they want me to say or do something, why don't they ask directly the question, and finally when i reply that their phrase as no sense to me, that i don't care that the traffic was fluid because it had no incidence on my life because i was already home, and i understand that she could be happy because her trip back went perfectly ok but for my part i feel nothing, and i see clearly for myself that the weather is nice, no need to comment such a thing, well! in such a lame way, at least if they said how the weather makes them feel, but no they are like robot using a program, a code, to say it again... and i'm not a FUCKING chiropractor, jeez! So, Ok! My honnesty is unpleasant, and i'm an egocentrical prick, and i'm labelled as heartless sometimes, well i'm sorry all of you actors on this great stage that is society life but i can't lie with what i feel, i only know how to function with sincerity, sharing the personal beliefs, the rest lets me perplexed!

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