Letter on the love evolution

"I'm going to tell you how i perceive things, we are not our emotions, because it is inconsistent, it is perpetually changing, that's a fact, so that's a proof this is not our core, our being, to each one of us, what i feel is on the instant, something i sense, something i share, a place in which i linger around, a person i talk to, i'm less and less emotionally influcenced by what's outside, i'm more and more serene and unshakeable, because i know i create my own emotions, i decide who and what i love, i decide to be fine when i want it, it is not the mind, it is a sense of being, and accepting that what's or who's around can be too, when i'm not with someone or in a situation i don't want to worry about it, i'm not thinking that i would want to be elsewhere or with someone else, and i know i have that power in me to choose to act, to experience something or to meet someone, i'm not constantly longing for things that are out of my reach, and when i did my best at a moment to reach something or someone (and sometimes my best is weak or a faillure, but i accept at the moment that i can't offer much, and i know that will naturally improve if consciousness grows, i don't feel bad about that), i then accept the response i get, whatever it is, i am myself in any situation, i'm full and not judging (on that way), there's no "taming" phase, i don't adapt to the other because i already accept him/her as he/she is (the same goes for things and situations), it is each time a new and agreeable encounter, a new discovery, a new sharing, and i accept and know myself, so good emotions rise as well in any new positive experience.
One day i'll be strong enough to meet you in my full individuality, but my happiness doesn't depend on that possibility, my happiness and loving temper is there in me, and in the now."