It is time to stop, to try to make others understand what is it that i feel, or believe in, it only brought frustration, and lacking, i still can't live materially by myself down there, my soul welcomes any new person, or experience, but on the inside i let go, no thing, no one's needed as a matter of continuing to be, i am, everything, everyone is, and it is simply welcomed as it is, a part of a whole, that can be appreciated for that beingness.