Last evening i went for another ride, i
took a turn on the pathway of a residence (i like wandering in
dead-ends and residence areas because that's where you see people living
and leaving marks of their living, sometimes i want to spy on that, and
sometimes i want solitude so i ride in woods or empty roads), the sun
was drowning behind me, and the sky before me was still a faded blue,
untouched, i arrived at the end of the track, above on an edge as a ramp
to soar off, i pressed against the fence to contemplate the immensity
below, a football field in a hollow, and farther a clean white mansion
in the middle of a vast yard, there was graffitis on the walls
emcompassing the field, as i approached i knew this new view (i never
went there) i discovered was going to illuminate my being, i felt sheer
joy, i came close smiling my teeth out, and the music starts playing the
perfect hymn for that moment, something calm with accoustic guitars and
bells, there's an old lady down the perpendicular little concrete path,
she's dressed in black and walking a miniature dog, i stare, i feel so
open, i want her to turn her head up to me so that i can say "Hello" and
wave my hand cheerfully, even if i don't know her, even if i will never
see her again, i watch farther on the other side of the football field
and i can hardly observe two forms sat on the grass, side by side, my
imagination works and i amuse myself, "are they teen lovers, and they
found that tranquil place to watch each other impudently, confess, and
kiss, and kiss, kiss, kiss; are they little boys tired to play ball who
sat down to have a little chat, and guess what they are going to do
next, maybe one will go at the other's house to settle on the couch,
drink, eat junks, watch tv or play video games", Oh was it nice!
I saw
in my mind places where people go to have fun, the bars, the clubs, the
restaurants, the rowdy city, and i thought, "me, i don't want that, no,
me, i want to be there, lying down on the grass, sipping tea (or coke),
tasting biscuits and fruits, chatting calmly, under the silent sunset,
and kissing, and kissing, with you."
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