I fled happiness... twice or more... i had opportunities to encounter beautiful minds, but i run away from my shadow in their eyes, i went to locations without thinking, i numbed my thoughts and i failed; there was persons who saw me in this fog of unconsciousness, they dared to make a step and pulled my scary mask, i glanced to their illuminating proposal of redemption, then my brain planned perfection, i saw angels falling from the sky, i saw life and his curves, i saw a choice to be different, a choice to act until hiding; they were arms wide open, these smart unselfish gems; and me, like a fool, a lost soul, i pictured a moth scorching his wings on a fire; i had chances to live and to be different, i had chances to be saved from myself and my boring existence... but i fled... these colored eyes will haunt me forever as the reflect of my damnation. ......I fear i'm gonna do the same mistake again..... ....... and again.....
I'm sure of it now.... ..... i want to see you.
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