One can only speaks of what he knows, i'm not here to tell stories, the only thing a human can really know is himself (because all he sees is an interpretation of his mind, and all humans interpret a same thing a unique way), and i think i'm losing it, i lose hope, i lose the flame! That's an old thinking, i have to be determined, i have to fight for what i want, i have to say, i have to climb on ladders, i have to voice it and face the opposition, "Hello world! i'm not perfect, but i have things to give for those who know how to hear me." Nature is complex, we are made of an infinity of caracteristics, and we can, along the way, lose or gain pieces, and we change path in an instant, we change the views of us, we change the way people around us see us, and there is no good path, we just have to appreciate what we can have, we can build abilities to reach what we want, and some other things we have no control on, we have to learn to accept it, change views, change path, and enjoy the new possibilities (example : when aging we please to different persons); we are drawn to metamorphisis and adaptation, each one is painful but we have the power to shift our points of view, we can see outside the spiral, and we can adapt to our own; those changing are fast, though brutal, that's why we have to keep a strong mind, and stay aware that changing path is not good or bad, it's only different and the pleasure that we can take lay on our sole mindset.
I feel i change constantly, i feel i doubt, but if i won't try to stretch my hand towards the glow that soothe my mind, i will be tormented for ever, i have to try and adapt, nothing is a success, nothing is a fail, all is experience and knowledge, we have to know what we need, crave for it, and respectfully walk to it, and be sure that a change of path isn't an abyss to wither in, by a twist of the reason we'll find new marvelous things to experience; some will discard me, some will accept then discard me and some will accept me, the time is short, why living in fear, hey guy! just enjoy the wonders on each new paths, change and adapt and live.
Do you hear me cheering!? I like how you emphasize that change is not bad or good, it's only different. You make me reconsider my mistakes and regrets and now i see that those were experiences for me to learn from and continue living. I would like to believe that I can live without fear, but it seems so difficult and unsafe. Still, I like your point about time being short and that fear shouldn't be the main thing that controls our lives.
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