cynicism

I've got a dilema, i think a majority of people are statistically stupid and shallow, but i don't know if it's a rationalization from my mind to keep me apart of fellow humans because they scare me, so a justification was created in me to make me innocent and everyone else guilty, or if truly, in an absolute truth, a great majority of people are just so deep down unconscious, disrespectful, and plain stupid.

Here are two examples from the past week.
How many times i drive my bike on the side of a road, a long and tiring ride, i'm drenched in sweat, and my damn frizzly hair are straight up like black springs coming out of my skull giving me the mad scientist look i guess, and then a car shows up, filled with generally quite young people, around or above their twenties, pre-eminently men and boys, they pass by all windows open, stare at me with over large grins and mischievous eyes, they wave, they gesticulate, and they shout some words, i can never hear, but it's obvious they are mocking me, my attire, my condition, my look, i don't know what but i suspect it's clearly not personal, it's just the pleasure and effort to find or consolidate their place in their gang, like animals could do, who is the chief, and who are the minions, it's a lack of self confidence, and deep trust in the group, trying to be funny, daring, and interesting, it's a proof of smallness, when that happens, and i swear it happens a lot as i ride a lot too, i just smile back and wave my hand in a peaceful sign, i'm not stopping living, my heart doesn't break, but i ask is it correct? is it fair? yeah maybe i'm this ugly that i deserve to be mocked, or maybe humanity is a doomed and worthless pile of dirt and shit.

And there's this woman who talked with my friend for some weeks, he made efforts to converse as he is shy and soft-spoken, sincerely trying to get to know her, and then one day after shedding on him all the misery others put in her life through childhood and adulthood, and noticing that he was only kindly listening to her, while she secretly wanted to be taken care of entirely, like a baby crawling back to his crib, be supported and loved without having to give anything back, crying for that feeling of hopelessness to be gutted out of her chest, she closed the contact and never resurfaced again. I know my friend is the kindest he would have genuinely respected her, listened to her and helped her, but she reproached him that events between them weren't going as in the fairy tales, the prince comes, snatches the princess, and they live happily ever after on the inexhaustible loads of money owned by the beautiful and fashionable prince!
Those people are vampires for honest souls.
Wake up damn sickos!

i put right here for that post two songs to show my
confusion, in cynicism i excel :