when someone reveals to you, you have an opportunity, and those who are deprived of that attention, for whatever reason, hold on to that new possibility to feel and to the person related responsible by his disclosure, be it a complete and clear vow of love or a discreet but tender move to the one lacking; When you are highly sensitive and that your daily life doesn't satisfy your needs to feel pleasure and goodness, (and sensitive ones need a lot), you cling to all the signs, it helps keeping hope, and you don't want to release any as you sense it's your sanity at stake, can someone so desperate, so unfulfilled, really grasp to every lead without losing himself, losing focus of what is really good for him, and losing people who sincerely feel for him, because feeling too much is a battle for you have to constantly be aware to get your hunch of "preserving-life" affection, it's a hunt, but someone who wants all can end up with nothing because others don't want to share the person they feel for, and mostly, unfortunately for those sensitive ones, others don't give enough and don't need as much.
Moreover, i think even the sensitive ones who need a lot of affection and try to catch it by scouting and soaking up the surroundings relentlessly, they won't accept that someone they feel for doesn't belong entirely to them, the dilema is here : you want everybody to love only you, but you want yourself to love everybody. If everyone wants that, then Love is impossible.
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