The Whispered World

 (the whispered world)

Some video games are of the finest pieces of art to me, i choose carefully, i watch, i listen closely, even if most i don't play, because i would feel i'm wasting my time searching for the resolution of the many wobbly riddles, i'm hypnotized by the beauty, by the magic of the conceptual drawings, the created world, i feel i'm traveling in the shade and light, in the haze and clouds, on rocks or on grass, and i'm merging with the emotions of the characters.

                                     

Remember "the little chimney sweeper".

Life is not in the doing, Life is in the being.
We can do nothing at all and still feel alive and well.
We don't own a life, We are Life.
That's consciousness, We are consciousness.

Bon appétit America

Yeah we also have that kind of shit in France..........
(this well made little documentary seems to praise the technique to make that kind of food, ref : "a mouth watering meal is just minutes away", but it mostly makes me want to puke)

Monkey

Guybrush Threepwood : "I think i have better things to do than talk to you".

Herman Toothrot : "I think you will find that the concept of 'better things' is the frailest of illusion"

monkey island 2 (adventure game)

(running for "better" and identifying to bodies, things, and forms is the best way to lose oneself and never be satisfied)

You bring me that you're so easily touched that i must be clear, kind and accepting, and that's who i want to be.
And when two persons have opened to that reality then this is real happiness, love, trust, and the best feelings a human can have.

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I want unconditional love and i want exclusivity because i feel that's what i can give too, that's why i must find someone who perfectly knows the details in the different feelings we can have toward another, and that she decides for herself to be with me. But to be sure it requires to try, the most sincerly we can.
If a relation comes to term we learn so much more when we had decided to put a real effort into it and let it flow, then don't identify to it, we can live on with no resentment, knowing more precisely what we want, and more accepting of what is, that way it becomes more and more easy to feel happiness.

(and sometimes people aren't ready at a given time to be together, but after some experiences they meet again and discover they followed the same path and finally fit together, they understand themselves and the others better)

 I have no right to impose this on anyone, and i don't, and if i was all confident in myself i'll be able to trust more easily, but for now i preserve myself with that demand because my rejection wound is still deeply engraved in me, though i can tell i'm more and more supple as i learn to respect myself and others. There's no turning back, i go forward for the best.

Before, these kinds of denunciation was making me bitter for i thought i was almost the only one to notice the unconscious behaviors of humans, now it makes me smile at the irony.