Before, not so long ago (for now)

I used to be, to sound, to think a bit like this guy, i see now, everywhere in the things i check (books, films, comic strips, on the net, in the streets, with friends, whatever...), i see now all the devious reasonnings, all the hidden fears, the judgmental mind, filling the characters, and people, hurting them, making them reactive and defensive, depriving them of being real in the moment, soon i'll be able to see it in myself before it happens and so keep on looking to the positive of life always, keep the peace, the joy and love inside me, feel the stillness of my respectful being, my philosophy is getting clearer, i'll refine it continuously.